My First Gay Dream
In my previous blog posts I've talked about how I'm totally straight acting in my "real" life, but how I've been slowly becoming gayer and gayer over the years. while I still act completely straight, my gay fantasies and actions have become stronger.
I started off just looking at pics of cocks online. I was intrigued by all the different shapes and sizes. I was also into cumshots when watching porn. I always shot big loads and liked to compare mine to the ones being shot in porn. after years of looking at cocks and cumshots, I slowly began to become bi-curious. I wondered what it would be like to touch another mans cock. to stroke it. to suck it?
after years of fantasizing, I finally gave in. I met a guy online and arranged to meet him in a dark parking lot. i sucked his cock, he sucked mine, and that was it. I had officially become bi-sexual!over the 10+ years since then, I sucked 38 more cocks and had mine sucked by just about as many guys. if not more. I also had another 20 or so encounters where I stroked a guys cock and/or he stroked mine.
so I've had my fair share of gay sex. all of it being stroking or oral, with no anal...yet. but in that time, I've always acted straight. I've realized that my gay desires are only when I'm jacking off. when I'm looking at porn. I never see a guy in public and think, "i want to suck his cock." but I see women all the time that I stare at and think about how I want to fuck them or suck on their tits. this infatuation with women continued over into my dreams. for my whole life, whenever I had a sex dream, it was always with a woman.
until last night.
last night I had my first gay sex dream. from what I can remember, it was pretty short, but it was intense. I was with a skinny tanned twink. he had nice brown skin that was glistening with sweat. he was laying on his stomach, with his back arched just a bit so that his ass stuck up in the air. I mounted him from behind and slowly slid my four inch cock into his tight ass. he moaned with pleasure as I slid it all the way in, pressing my hips hard against his eager ass. I fucked him slowly and sensually, both of us moaning with each stroke. he seemed to like when I pressed my little cock as deep into him as possible. he pushed his ass back into me as I drove forward into him. then I felt it. I was going to cum. I thought about where I was going to cum. do I pull out and shoot on his back? does he want it on his face? and before I could decide, my cock made the decision for me. I was going to cum in his ass. I pushed as hard as I could to force my cock and cum deep into his hole. I groaned and my whole body shook as I pumped spurt after spurt of cum deep into my little twink's ass. after what seemed like my longest orgasm, I slowly slid my cock out and sat back to admire his twitching hole. I slapped my softening cock against his hole five or six times before rubbing my cock head from his hole to his balls and back again a few times. I then slapped his hole again with my cock as i squeezed another tiny drop of cum out from the head and wiped in on his beautiful tight hole.
when I woke up, I couldn't believe it. i had my first gay sex dream and it was amazing! I was rock hard and couldn't wait to jack off. or even better, find a nice little twink to fuck and take my load
I started off just looking at pics of cocks online. I was intrigued by all the different shapes and sizes. I was also into cumshots when watching porn. I always shot big loads and liked to compare mine to the ones being shot in porn. after years of looking at cocks and cumshots, I slowly began to become bi-curious. I wondered what it would be like to touch another mans cock. to stroke it. to suck it?
after years of fantasizing, I finally gave in. I met a guy online and arranged to meet him in a dark parking lot. i sucked his cock, he sucked mine, and that was it. I had officially become bi-sexual!over the 10+ years since then, I sucked 38 more cocks and had mine sucked by just about as many guys. if not more. I also had another 20 or so encounters where I stroked a guys cock and/or he stroked mine.
so I've had my fair share of gay sex. all of it being stroking or oral, with no anal...yet. but in that time, I've always acted straight. I've realized that my gay desires are only when I'm jacking off. when I'm looking at porn. I never see a guy in public and think, "i want to suck his cock." but I see women all the time that I stare at and think about how I want to fuck them or suck on their tits. this infatuation with women continued over into my dreams. for my whole life, whenever I had a sex dream, it was always with a woman.
until last night.
last night I had my first gay sex dream. from what I can remember, it was pretty short, but it was intense. I was with a skinny tanned twink. he had nice brown skin that was glistening with sweat. he was laying on his stomach, with his back arched just a bit so that his ass stuck up in the air. I mounted him from behind and slowly slid my four inch cock into his tight ass. he moaned with pleasure as I slid it all the way in, pressing my hips hard against his eager ass. I fucked him slowly and sensually, both of us moaning with each stroke. he seemed to like when I pressed my little cock as deep into him as possible. he pushed his ass back into me as I drove forward into him. then I felt it. I was going to cum. I thought about where I was going to cum. do I pull out and shoot on his back? does he want it on his face? and before I could decide, my cock made the decision for me. I was going to cum in his ass. I pushed as hard as I could to force my cock and cum deep into his hole. I groaned and my whole body shook as I pumped spurt after spurt of cum deep into my little twink's ass. after what seemed like my longest orgasm, I slowly slid my cock out and sat back to admire his twitching hole. I slapped my softening cock against his hole five or six times before rubbing my cock head from his hole to his balls and back again a few times. I then slapped his hole again with my cock as i squeezed another tiny drop of cum out from the head and wiped in on his beautiful tight hole.
when I woke up, I couldn't believe it. i had my first gay sex dream and it was amazing! I was rock hard and couldn't wait to jack off. or even better, find a nice little twink to fuck and take my load
6 years ago