Which came first?

I spent the long weekend toying my ass, jerking my cock, wearing hot heels, and eating my cum.

And I had this question in my mind: How did I get here? I mean, it's kind of rhetorical. Did sissy porn make me the sissy cum loving bitch that I am? Or was that sissy bitch always in there wanting to get out and I saw the sissy porn and realized that was the way?

I don't know. But I guess it doesn't matter does it? Either way, I'm crossdressing and eating cum and loving it and not going to stop now.