Love

I don't know about the rest of you nice people, but I have absolutely no luck in relationships. Women were a disaster, and men I need to trust at least a little, before I let them in. And I mean that physically and emotionally. I know I am not easy to tolerate, as I am ADD and bipolar. But I don't lie nor am I untrustworthy. I seem to have had only one chance at love or a long lasting relationship. I liked him, he liked me, he accepted me and he was attracted and turned on by me. I loved dressing sexy for him and was perfectly comfortable. I trusted him. But was ultimately scared of my love for another man. Yet since I was with him, I have not touched a woman nor wanted to. It is my biggest regret in life. I wish I had been honest with myself. I miss him every day. I wonder and fantasize how my life would have been. I have always preferred a monogamous relationship. I only cheated once and it was with him. I wish I had accepted my desire for men when I was young and come out and been true to myself. I know I would have a killer wardrobe. As many times I, for whatever reason, threw out my clothes. If by any possibility which is probably 0%, if anyone knows Steven Hohm tell him he was the love of my life.

Published by Lisa51

6 years ago

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unicornius1960 6 years ago

Thank you for giving us your experience Lisa! It is true that love and desire. They must be accompanied by understanding, understanding and acceptance of what the other person is like and we do not always get it. They say that the train only goes through our lives once and that if we do not take it, it is lost. I do not think it is like that. The illusion, the love the desire and the opportunities ... they are always waiting for that person who does not do and we make happy. Life is very beautiful and we are in charge of making it even happier .. We must not despair ,,, We are born with the sacred right to be happy .. There are many trains that pass in front of us .. Yours is still happening ... while you live and enjoy every second with a smile on your lips .. the desire in your skin. With all my love, a poem of mine for you. A million kisses. WHERE THE KISSES GO NOT GIVEN. THE PROHIBITED CARICAS. THE SUSPIROS IN THE AIR THE THOUGHTS THAT DO NOT FORGET. WHERE THE AROMA OF THE PINK THE TEARS OF THE HEART THE ANARCHED ATARCEDERES THE FLYING OF THE BUTTERFLY WHERE THE DREAMS REST VALUE AND CHALLENGES THE SMILE AND THE JOY WHERE MY LOVES ARE WHERE THE FORCE THAT ROOTS YOUR PAIN THE SCREAM OF A LOVE YOU I WANT YOU TO SAY THE HUGS..THE GIVE YOU VALUE DO NOT FEEL SAD IN THIS UNIVERSE BECAUSE THE UNIVERSE OF YOUR DREAMS WILL BE GREATER TAKE THE ROAD, FOLLOW THE PATH NO TOLL PAYMENT FOR YOUR ACCESS IN ANY CASE, A KISS SEEK ME ALLI WHERE EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE THE WATERFALLS SONRIEN THE GRASS SMELLS CARIÑO HEAVEN IS MULTICOLOR THE LOOKS SPEAK THE DISTANCE DISAPPEARS THE HEART DOES NOT SUFFER PAIN AND UNTIL RESPIRANDOTE MAKES YOU REAL I HOPE THERE, IN THE MAGIC WORLD WHERE THE DREAMS AND THE ILLUSION NEVER HAVE FINAL