Body modification

In my head I can see myself and what I would like to end up looking like if I ever finish feminizing myself or under the guidance of another. I would love big breasts of course but not the set up high tight looking ones but a more heavier, fuller look with a natural sag to them, after all I am 50. My nipples aren't to big and neither are my aerola but my nips do stay pretty erect most of the time, somehow I would love if they were alot bigger and where permantly erect. I would like wider and darker aerolas, just a bitbdarker pink or pinkish brown. If possible I would love to be able to lactate from time to time. I have an intense human cow fantasy and part of it would be getting my full heavy breasts milked hard by my man
Some of my female friends have told me I have c***d bearing hips and I am glad I have some curves there but I want to be wider and rounder, to the point of almost too wide, and of course I need a big jiggly soft bottom to go along with it.
I have a pretty small, usually limp cock that's not much use for fucking anymore and I am more then ok with that, I am thinking I should get my balls removed and some big heavy piercings in my clit,so it can't be used for sex at all, I also would love a sexy little nose piercing and a couple more in my ears and maybe my belly button.
I want some tats as well, I want a miss piggy tramp stamp, her naked and on all fours, her ass in the air and sex piggy written under it, I also want some paw prints some where on my butt or back not sure yet, after that maybe a nice hear somewhere.
Of course on my face I need to get layered and maybe get my skin smoother somehow, the only other thing would be to get my lips plumped up, I love the over inflated lip look.
I know it's all abit over the top but it's fun to think about it and I wanted to share my thoughts with someone