Failures and Fantasies:
Failure: recent1
I recently failed to find a way over to hook up with that Dom cop buddy. He was needing his fat alpha cock sucked, and gave me no advanced notice. I could not have finished what I was working on, then driven over and got on my knees so he could fill my mouth with cock and cum(he isn't a quick shooter), and get back in time to pick up the wife.
If it was possible in the time I had it would have been so slutty to go pick up my sexless wife just after sucking the Dom cop off....lol! But, I had to tell him that I couldn't meet him.....and he was not pleased!
He sent this later....
"Sissy cocksuckers shouldn't make excuses or lead the alpha on. You want to suck a cock, get down on your knees and suck!!"
I know that he will want my mouth on his fat cock again soon and will probably abuse my mouth and throat a bunch before he cums. He will surely call me all kinds of humiliating names while he fucks my mouth.. I will be wearing panties as usual, and he might have me keep my sissy cock locked(sometimes he wants to play with my cock while I am sucking his).
I will write an update if and when he requests my services.
Failure: past failure.
Back when I was being cuckolded by "A" my first wife I should not have resisted her when she was gently pushing my head down towards her boyfriend "D's" cock.... that at the time was thrusting in & out of her adulterous pussy as she sat on his lap and facing me.
I doubt now that he would have been very reluctant to have me suck him for a bit..... after all he was fucking my wife, and loved the freedom he had to just drop by and fuck her if she was willing(about 75% of the time). If that is what she wanted, it was what we had to do.
I was the dummy then that still considered himself an alpha man....even though I never stood in the way of other men enjoying her lovely pussy and cock sucking mouth. She had already trained me into cleaning her pussy after she had fucked "D" and other lovers...… so why did I resist? I now wish that I had allowed her to keep pushing my head down onto the cock that was enjoying her wet pussy.
What a dummy!!
Fantasy 1:
While walking our dog through the surrounding orchard here one morning we came upon a younger man also walking the path(very private path). He was about 60' away when I saw him, and I could tell that he was having a piss.
He hadn't noticed us then so I waited a bit so as not to embarrass him..... but what I did like was that he gave his cock a few extra strokes before tucking it away in his shorts. I would say he was late 20's maybe....tall and fit, and was house sitting for a neighbor. Although I couldn't see much his cock did extend out beyond his fist by a reasonable length(or so it seemed).
When continuing on I made like I didn't see him pissing. We made small talk for a few minutes, then just carried on.
I quickly developed a fantasy that has him notice me looking at his cock while he is pissing.
"Do you like what you see?"
"Why not come closer?..... I want you to get a closer look at what seems to be interesting you".
" I bet you want to hold my cock..... maybe stroke it for me..... I think you should suck it for me as well!"
The fantasy conversation carries on much like that. I don't say anything. I just react to what he is saying and telling me to do. Soon I am bending over at the waist.... he takes my head in his hands and pushes his beautiful hard cock into my willing mouth. His fantasy cock is cut and I make it be about 8" and proportioned.
"Mmmm, you have done this before"...… this is not your first time sucking cock!"
"Feels great....keep sucking.... you have a nice pussy mouth, and I am going to fill it with cum!"
"You want it and will swallow it!"
Etc. etc. etc.
Goes like that. Very simple fantasy that I picture whenever I walk the dog through the orchard :)
Continual Fantasy: 2
I have never stopped dreaming of "T" my present wife(sadly she is no longer interested in sex with me) having a lover, or lovers. I picture her getting ready for a date..... having me help in picking out the undergarments that her lover will like, and then remove..... listening to her tell me what a good time she will probably have, and what a great fuck he is compared to me.
Sometimes I visualize her having sex with her lovers.... I sit in the corner, or beside the bed as they happily fuck. They ridicule me sometimes. Recently this fantasy has me locked in chastity and wearing panties, or more extensive fem gear like a pink slip or nightgown. This attire is always pink in my fantasy.
Early fantasies regarding her with other men has me waiting at home.... sometimes she brings her lover in and has me get some form of refreshment for him/her. I would be wearing a pair of her panties then under my pants... not locked then, but she sometimes has me show her lover that I do wear her panties.
Recent fantasy dreams has me locked and in panties of course, but if she brings a lover home I have to fluff him hard so he can fuck her.... I also have to get her pussy wet with my mouth.... then maybe guide his cock into her pussy. I may be found under them as they fuck, then be made to clean them both.
I have also developed a fantasy that has her lover come over to our house with all intensions of fucking my wife..... but she isn't home & he is horny, so he has me suck him off. I like this fantasy more all the time now...… To add more kink to this particular fantasy, I learn that "T" has not let her lover have her ass. She loves to get rimmed, but anal is just not her thing..... but it's a real turn on for her lover.
She tells me all this and adds that she told her lover that she had no problem if he wanted to fuck my ass!!! This he does on one of his solo visits. I have been nervously expecting him.... excited and nervous, but have prepared myself as "T" had suggested. A good enema, a shower, garters and stockings, a thin black negligee, locked cock, and my crotch less man panties.
He arrives and quickly I am on my knees fluffing him hard. He comments on my sissy fem attire as I feel him get very hard in my mouth. He wastes no time from that point on. I am told to get in "the position". I know what that is and don't hesitate in doing so.
He has found the lube "T" left out for him, and soon I feel the slippery crown of his cock push it's way in. In my fantasy feel no pain.... I am just want him to start fucking my ass like he fucks my wife's pussy. In my fantasy I love it and push back onto his cock like a slut. I cum while he fucks me. I have him cum in my ass just like he cum's deep in my wife's pussy.
I am praised for being such a sissy slut. I tell him I like being fucked..... he tells me that I should wear a wig next time, and maybe he will bring a friend over to fuck me while he fucks my wife.
[ The fantasy addition of the lover coming over to fuck my virgin sissy ass pussy was suggested by "dirtyoldbiman" Thanks dirtyoldbiman:]
I also fantasies about her coming home from a date and immediately needs to sit on my face. I love this one as well(my first wife "A" really did that to me a few times:). When "T" still enjoyed sex with me she would often climb up and grind her pussy down onto my face until she got her jollies(never a pussy just fucked by another, but sometimes a pussy just fucked by me:)
She/we keep my cock locked in chastity now whenever I am home(not when I travel away on business:) so I can't feed my masturbation habit(a big issue when my cock is free to play with). It was either chastity, or therapy, or wearing boxing gloves around all day & night. Now I look forward to being locked up when I get home from travel...… sounds fucked up, but it's true.
Later..... hope someone reads this stuff:)
Failure: Just stupid to not take advantage....
My wife "T" had told me when we had started dating that her main fantasy was to have sex with two or more men...all packed into one bed. I loved that confession and was sure that I had scored the woman of my dreams(came very close).
We did have a hot MMF adventure that she instigated out in Vancouver BC. Lasted two separate nights and was very, very hot. We fucked like minks for a few weeks after just reliving that scenario. I assumed that she was always going to be the hot wife cuckoldress that I hoped for again.
Didn't turn out as I had hoped. After some time I suggested that we find another partner for her so she could enjoy two cocks again. I was surprised by her negative reaction, plus her denial that she had even enjoyed having sex with the "other guy" (I watched her totally enjoy herself then...and she was the one that accepted his return invitation).
WTF?? But looking back now, what had contributed to the adventure was the distance from home, the nice hotel and bar, plus the alcohol. I think if we had gone on a similar trip again, packed the sexy dresses and stayed in a classy hotel, she just might have spread her lovely legs for strange cock again.
All depends on having the good fortune to meet the right guy like we did in Vancouver(right time right place). I might have had to arrange in advance, but I didn't.... plus the Vancouver trip was not on my nickel.
Total bummer now. That was the only time I watched and shared her(basically waited my turn because it was obvious that she wasn't focused on me). I know that she fucked her old boyfriend Eric when I was away..... only from good reliable sources(like one of her girlfriends… they always like to see you squirm).
A very good opportunity lost. Now she is in total denial about many fun sexual things we did early before parenthood.
Like:
- she never blew me in the car.
- never had me fuck her ass(true, she aimed my dick right to the target and pushed back).
- never enjoyed MMF sex
- Who the fuck is Eric....LOL?
- never grabbed my cock on the dance floor.
- never pulled my cock out and jacked me while I drove up to her parents house.
- never dry fucked me on the floor of her parents house.
- never dressed in garters and stockings.
And on and on.
What a late waist of a beautiful pussy.... but I love her a ton. She doesn't reciprocate that love, but I would kiss her feet and ass daily if allowed.
I recently failed to find a way over to hook up with that Dom cop buddy. He was needing his fat alpha cock sucked, and gave me no advanced notice. I could not have finished what I was working on, then driven over and got on my knees so he could fill my mouth with cock and cum(he isn't a quick shooter), and get back in time to pick up the wife.
If it was possible in the time I had it would have been so slutty to go pick up my sexless wife just after sucking the Dom cop off....lol! But, I had to tell him that I couldn't meet him.....and he was not pleased!
He sent this later....
"Sissy cocksuckers shouldn't make excuses or lead the alpha on. You want to suck a cock, get down on your knees and suck!!"
I know that he will want my mouth on his fat cock again soon and will probably abuse my mouth and throat a bunch before he cums. He will surely call me all kinds of humiliating names while he fucks my mouth.. I will be wearing panties as usual, and he might have me keep my sissy cock locked(sometimes he wants to play with my cock while I am sucking his).
I will write an update if and when he requests my services.
Failure: past failure.
Back when I was being cuckolded by "A" my first wife I should not have resisted her when she was gently pushing my head down towards her boyfriend "D's" cock.... that at the time was thrusting in & out of her adulterous pussy as she sat on his lap and facing me.
I doubt now that he would have been very reluctant to have me suck him for a bit..... after all he was fucking my wife, and loved the freedom he had to just drop by and fuck her if she was willing(about 75% of the time). If that is what she wanted, it was what we had to do.
I was the dummy then that still considered himself an alpha man....even though I never stood in the way of other men enjoying her lovely pussy and cock sucking mouth. She had already trained me into cleaning her pussy after she had fucked "D" and other lovers...… so why did I resist? I now wish that I had allowed her to keep pushing my head down onto the cock that was enjoying her wet pussy.
What a dummy!!
Fantasy 1:
While walking our dog through the surrounding orchard here one morning we came upon a younger man also walking the path(very private path). He was about 60' away when I saw him, and I could tell that he was having a piss.
He hadn't noticed us then so I waited a bit so as not to embarrass him..... but what I did like was that he gave his cock a few extra strokes before tucking it away in his shorts. I would say he was late 20's maybe....tall and fit, and was house sitting for a neighbor. Although I couldn't see much his cock did extend out beyond his fist by a reasonable length(or so it seemed).
When continuing on I made like I didn't see him pissing. We made small talk for a few minutes, then just carried on.
I quickly developed a fantasy that has him notice me looking at his cock while he is pissing.
"Do you like what you see?"
"Why not come closer?..... I want you to get a closer look at what seems to be interesting you".
" I bet you want to hold my cock..... maybe stroke it for me..... I think you should suck it for me as well!"
The fantasy conversation carries on much like that. I don't say anything. I just react to what he is saying and telling me to do. Soon I am bending over at the waist.... he takes my head in his hands and pushes his beautiful hard cock into my willing mouth. His fantasy cock is cut and I make it be about 8" and proportioned.
"Mmmm, you have done this before"...… this is not your first time sucking cock!"
"Feels great....keep sucking.... you have a nice pussy mouth, and I am going to fill it with cum!"
"You want it and will swallow it!"
Etc. etc. etc.
Goes like that. Very simple fantasy that I picture whenever I walk the dog through the orchard :)
Continual Fantasy: 2
I have never stopped dreaming of "T" my present wife(sadly she is no longer interested in sex with me) having a lover, or lovers. I picture her getting ready for a date..... having me help in picking out the undergarments that her lover will like, and then remove..... listening to her tell me what a good time she will probably have, and what a great fuck he is compared to me.
Sometimes I visualize her having sex with her lovers.... I sit in the corner, or beside the bed as they happily fuck. They ridicule me sometimes. Recently this fantasy has me locked in chastity and wearing panties, or more extensive fem gear like a pink slip or nightgown. This attire is always pink in my fantasy.
Early fantasies regarding her with other men has me waiting at home.... sometimes she brings her lover in and has me get some form of refreshment for him/her. I would be wearing a pair of her panties then under my pants... not locked then, but she sometimes has me show her lover that I do wear her panties.
Recent fantasy dreams has me locked and in panties of course, but if she brings a lover home I have to fluff him hard so he can fuck her.... I also have to get her pussy wet with my mouth.... then maybe guide his cock into her pussy. I may be found under them as they fuck, then be made to clean them both.
I have also developed a fantasy that has her lover come over to our house with all intensions of fucking my wife..... but she isn't home & he is horny, so he has me suck him off. I like this fantasy more all the time now...… To add more kink to this particular fantasy, I learn that "T" has not let her lover have her ass. She loves to get rimmed, but anal is just not her thing..... but it's a real turn on for her lover.
She tells me all this and adds that she told her lover that she had no problem if he wanted to fuck my ass!!! This he does on one of his solo visits. I have been nervously expecting him.... excited and nervous, but have prepared myself as "T" had suggested. A good enema, a shower, garters and stockings, a thin black negligee, locked cock, and my crotch less man panties.
He arrives and quickly I am on my knees fluffing him hard. He comments on my sissy fem attire as I feel him get very hard in my mouth. He wastes no time from that point on. I am told to get in "the position". I know what that is and don't hesitate in doing so.
He has found the lube "T" left out for him, and soon I feel the slippery crown of his cock push it's way in. In my fantasy feel no pain.... I am just want him to start fucking my ass like he fucks my wife's pussy. In my fantasy I love it and push back onto his cock like a slut. I cum while he fucks me. I have him cum in my ass just like he cum's deep in my wife's pussy.
I am praised for being such a sissy slut. I tell him I like being fucked..... he tells me that I should wear a wig next time, and maybe he will bring a friend over to fuck me while he fucks my wife.
[ The fantasy addition of the lover coming over to fuck my virgin sissy ass pussy was suggested by "dirtyoldbiman" Thanks dirtyoldbiman:]
I also fantasies about her coming home from a date and immediately needs to sit on my face. I love this one as well(my first wife "A" really did that to me a few times:). When "T" still enjoyed sex with me she would often climb up and grind her pussy down onto my face until she got her jollies(never a pussy just fucked by another, but sometimes a pussy just fucked by me:)
She/we keep my cock locked in chastity now whenever I am home(not when I travel away on business:) so I can't feed my masturbation habit(a big issue when my cock is free to play with). It was either chastity, or therapy, or wearing boxing gloves around all day & night. Now I look forward to being locked up when I get home from travel...… sounds fucked up, but it's true.
Later..... hope someone reads this stuff:)
Failure: Just stupid to not take advantage....
My wife "T" had told me when we had started dating that her main fantasy was to have sex with two or more men...all packed into one bed. I loved that confession and was sure that I had scored the woman of my dreams(came very close).
We did have a hot MMF adventure that she instigated out in Vancouver BC. Lasted two separate nights and was very, very hot. We fucked like minks for a few weeks after just reliving that scenario. I assumed that she was always going to be the hot wife cuckoldress that I hoped for again.
Didn't turn out as I had hoped. After some time I suggested that we find another partner for her so she could enjoy two cocks again. I was surprised by her negative reaction, plus her denial that she had even enjoyed having sex with the "other guy" (I watched her totally enjoy herself then...and she was the one that accepted his return invitation).
WTF?? But looking back now, what had contributed to the adventure was the distance from home, the nice hotel and bar, plus the alcohol. I think if we had gone on a similar trip again, packed the sexy dresses and stayed in a classy hotel, she just might have spread her lovely legs for strange cock again.
All depends on having the good fortune to meet the right guy like we did in Vancouver(right time right place). I might have had to arrange in advance, but I didn't.... plus the Vancouver trip was not on my nickel.
Total bummer now. That was the only time I watched and shared her(basically waited my turn because it was obvious that she wasn't focused on me). I know that she fucked her old boyfriend Eric when I was away..... only from good reliable sources(like one of her girlfriends… they always like to see you squirm).
A very good opportunity lost. Now she is in total denial about many fun sexual things we did early before parenthood.
Like:
- she never blew me in the car.
- never had me fuck her ass(true, she aimed my dick right to the target and pushed back).
- never enjoyed MMF sex
- Who the fuck is Eric....LOL?
- never grabbed my cock on the dance floor.
- never pulled my cock out and jacked me while I drove up to her parents house.
- never dry fucked me on the floor of her parents house.
- never dressed in garters and stockings.
And on and on.
What a late waist of a beautiful pussy.... but I love her a ton. She doesn't reciprocate that love, but I would kiss her feet and ass daily if allowed.
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