No Turning Back
Been taking stock of how things have progressed on my 'journey' and delighted with how things continue to develop.
2017 Joined xhamster, made and posted my videos and discovered the joys of being fully dressed.
2018 Met my first CDs in private and discovered my bi-sexuality when I was with them. Went to fetish clubs where I gained confidence in being dressed in public around strangers.
2019 Has been the year where I've joined the wider CD community.
TBirds I'm not very good in large groups but after a slow start I've gradually built a number of friends. We get nervous first timers every month and always welcome them into our circle.
We talk of gurly things, clothes, where to shop, makeup, where to get makeovers, CD friendly bars and restaurants etc
We also talk of very personal matters. I do feel we are in touch with our feminine side in more ways than the obvious. Our relationships with spouses is a common topic, do they know, should we tell ? Occasionally we discuss our sexual relationship with our wives. Amazing how this group of men who are almost all 50yo or more can open up to each other when dressed as our alter egos and talk openly about things we would never share with brothers or best friends.
Leeds First Friday Wonderful to be truly out there in public. Nice to talk with others as at TBirds and make new friends and acquaintances but the pleasure is literally walking the streets openly and chatting with the general public.
Very much a party night with the friends I've made there but the biggest joy is to be on the floor dancing and chatting with beautiful young women in my heels when dressed.
tvChix Joined 1st January and started casual encounters. Similar to being a teenage boy discovering girls I found the temptation to go with anyone who would have me too tempting. Probably a phase I had to go through but quickly found out it was totally unsatisfactory, found myself querying what I was even doing there and felt I was cheapening myself. The novelty wore off very quickly and by the end of the Spring I'd already regained a mature attitude and became very selective.
When I first joined xhamster I spent many hours cruising the videos with the other hand stroking my cock but since I've joined the wider CD community this is no longer the case. Spend many hours on tvChix on the Forums and in the Chatrooms with others exchanging experiences and encouraging the shy ones to take the next step and leave their homes dressed.
That first step is the hardest but you'll find after that:
There's no turning back.
2017 Joined xhamster, made and posted my videos and discovered the joys of being fully dressed.
2018 Met my first CDs in private and discovered my bi-sexuality when I was with them. Went to fetish clubs where I gained confidence in being dressed in public around strangers.
2019 Has been the year where I've joined the wider CD community.
TBirds I'm not very good in large groups but after a slow start I've gradually built a number of friends. We get nervous first timers every month and always welcome them into our circle.
We talk of gurly things, clothes, where to shop, makeup, where to get makeovers, CD friendly bars and restaurants etc
We also talk of very personal matters. I do feel we are in touch with our feminine side in more ways than the obvious. Our relationships with spouses is a common topic, do they know, should we tell ? Occasionally we discuss our sexual relationship with our wives. Amazing how this group of men who are almost all 50yo or more can open up to each other when dressed as our alter egos and talk openly about things we would never share with brothers or best friends.
Leeds First Friday Wonderful to be truly out there in public. Nice to talk with others as at TBirds and make new friends and acquaintances but the pleasure is literally walking the streets openly and chatting with the general public.
Very much a party night with the friends I've made there but the biggest joy is to be on the floor dancing and chatting with beautiful young women in my heels when dressed.
tvChix Joined 1st January and started casual encounters. Similar to being a teenage boy discovering girls I found the temptation to go with anyone who would have me too tempting. Probably a phase I had to go through but quickly found out it was totally unsatisfactory, found myself querying what I was even doing there and felt I was cheapening myself. The novelty wore off very quickly and by the end of the Spring I'd already regained a mature attitude and became very selective.
When I first joined xhamster I spent many hours cruising the videos with the other hand stroking my cock but since I've joined the wider CD community this is no longer the case. Spend many hours on tvChix on the Forums and in the Chatrooms with others exchanging experiences and encouraging the shy ones to take the next step and leave their homes dressed.
That first step is the hardest but you'll find after that:
There's no turning back.
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