Trying to remember how i got here
The path that has gotten me here. This is a developing story i am writing to try to retrace the events in my life that have gotten me here:
Years ago grandma caught me going through Her dresser. She didn't publicly humiliate me but She and i knew that She would always have a secret to hold over me. I was 9 -10 and into my early teens and would visit the grandparents 2-3 times a month. Grandma was always affectionate to me and when i visited i started bringing Playboy and Penthouse and other adult magazines to hide at their house. i had no where at home to hide them
i usually went through her make-up, perfume and underwear late at night when i visited. i tried to leave her dresser with it's powders, perfumes and make-up as i found it. i'd try to leave Her lingerie drawers the same. i was dumb....She knew and let me know She knew it by making sly and vague comments about Her grandson liking perfume and lingerie.
Years ago grandma caught me going through Her dresser. She didn't publicly humiliate me but She and i knew that She would always have a secret to hold over me. I was 9 -10 and into my early teens and would visit the grandparents 2-3 times a month. Grandma was always affectionate to me and when i visited i started bringing Playboy and Penthouse and other adult magazines to hide at their house. i had no where at home to hide them
i usually went through her make-up, perfume and underwear late at night when i visited. i tried to leave her dresser with it's powders, perfumes and make-up as i found it. i'd try to leave Her lingerie drawers the same. i was dumb....She knew and let me know She knew it by making sly and vague comments about Her grandson liking perfume and lingerie.
5 years ago
