Edging Record - Hurting Myself More for Porn

32 days of no fucking cumming. So mindlessly gooned out for Porn - all day long think about stroking, all night long I stroke. This is Porn bliss. This is Porn heaven. This is the salvation Porn promises to those who willingly stroke themselves senseless, who become less so Porn can become more.

Pulling an all nighter tonight with more planned next week. I need to combine suffering with the near constant triggering that a month of routinely edging and denying has brought me. Not cumming is one thing. But, combining it with Porn worship has put me in a near constant state of depraved arousal.

I am fucking perving on anything that moves...I am paying money I don't have to Findoms...I am stroking constantly. This is what Porn demands...nnghhhhhh...so blessed with my fucking addiction.