Becoming a submissive sissy

I thought I would start chronicling some of my activities. I was keeping a blog on the site, sissysocial.net, but it looks like that site has gone away (along with a lot of my pictures.) I have to say that I am not a fan of xhamster so far. They have not been very good with loading my posts. In any event, let's see what happens as I try to chronicle my adventures.

About five years ago, I watched my first sissy hypno video and things changed from that point on. While I still watched other types of porn (straight, milf, gay, trans, crossdresser, etc.) I was always drawn back to sissy hypno. It scratched an itch that I didn't know I had. I was fascinated with the idea of being put into the place of the female. I had never thought about that previously. The idea of being a submissive and servicing my partner was incredibly erotic. From that point on, my sex life with my wife dwindled to zero as I began to think about being a submissive sissy.

Soon, I started buying all sorts of toys. Dildos, vibrators, butt plugs. You name it, I bought it. While I really enjoyed anal play, the prep/hygiene made it a challenge and I gravitated to learning how to suck a cock by practicing on various dildos. Over time, I got pretty good. I eventually was able to deepthroat an 11" dong. In addition, as I continued to watch sissy hypno videos, I was able to be comfortable sucking on a phallus for long periods of time before I would succumb to the desire to jerk off. This went on for a couple of years until I was no longer satisfied with the illusion of sucking a cock. I really wanted to suck on a real one. I wanted to know what it felt like to be a really sissy. A real submissive whore. I didn't know where this would take me and I wasn't sure that I wanted to go there. Unfortunately, I was not able to control my desires and I decided to descend deeper into the depths of my depravity.

If you are interested in what happened to me, please read my stories and let me know what you think.