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And it's a choice I make.
And so it's hard because I want to get to that point where I'm not letting the fear stop me from doing something that I want to do.
Calm yourself down. Calm your grieving pussy girl.
I think I end up feeling like it's up to me to protect myself or something.
Which is funny because as soon as I remember and trust that I'm not going to get hurt, I feel a lot better.