My world
I am one of these dinosaurs who belive in marriage vows, and though I would be lying if I said I hadn’t been tempted at times, luckily, I haven’t quite managed to fall at the wayside...yet! but in over 50 years, I have managed, my marriage being based solely on trust.
My wife is nowadays a non-sexual being, that I wouldn’t change for anyone, she being a truly wonderful partner.
That said, Some years ago, on here, I had contact on here with a lady called Dawn, 2016 to be exact, she opened my eyes to their being a different point of view to sex, and its variations, later I found an Australian lady who loved to be used in the same way, (kay) and Another lady the late Carmen in America, who even left her husband to become a pain whore, permanently painfully engaged with servicing the black population.
The last case a lass {Mya} who living on the south coast that needs she says” to atone,” though what for, well that is still between her and her husband... that’s of course if he actually knows what it is, though its him that pays for her to be professionally disciplined!
Each is a slightly different case of course but the common denominator is they all four were infatuated by sexually driven pain, and though it`s not me in actuality, it’s a joy to write about, as I find I loved the idea for some reason, I am it seems. a mental... sadist!
Its also a sexual outlet that is no danger to my marriage vows as my chances of meeting are nill!
The first lady as I said, was Dawn, from the Brighton area, who having made a mistake in revealing her place of work on here. found she sadly had a problem, with a chap on here and who after a short period of chat, then demanding a sexual meetings, (as blackmail) which on being refused, carried out his threat and contacted her employer.
The employer promptly discharged her from her duties, (with a government department) on the grounds she could bring disrepute on the department!
This had the knock-on effect of ultimately losing her and hubby , their home, (not being able to afford the rent anymore) and then ultimately killing her marriage too... at which time we very sadly lost touch.
The second known as Kay, (or sometimes Karen,) who kept her desires from her husband, a big mistake, as he worked away a lot, and she got caught out... her man abandoned her taking their two k**s and moving a long way away across Australia!
Sadly, her only recall was to prostitute her body, in the basest of sexual games, which she enjoyed! She`s now thinking of opening a brothel in Sidney, or so she tells me in the occasional pm she still sends!
The third one was longer lasting, Carmen, who with her husband, an ex-railwayman in the USA, loved sadistic sexual games, his problem was he arranged as a “treat, for her birthday” to have her “seen too” by a big black...
She unfortunately loved it and never looked back, sadly soon leaving hubby to become the blacks paid whore, finding herself happily rented out to anyone black, who would pay to use her...and as hard as they wished. She tried everything a woman could try, whipping , k9sex, gang bangs, being hung, even young c***dren, finally dieing in 2020 from covid after a last orgy, that was attended by a carrier of that virus!
The last and to me most attractive is the Sussex (UK) lady, not a native, but a settler... (Mya) if you’re a friend of mine, as I nowadays only share my 190 stories with my hamster friends, a closed and privileged few, ... my friends are only folk I fully trust (at least I do when they have been with me a month or two!) they have each found it`s hard to join my friends I am very choosey... (go see my rules!)
Anyway she`s a beauty, happily married to a most understanding man, who pays for as I have said professional chastisement for her, allowing her ‘to atone’ for whatever it is from her past.
I have written stories about her, stories featuring her under another name and to me more importantly... stories they both promise me are true and that I have written from notes they have supplied. (They being both her and hubby!)
This last is something I have done for all 4 by the way, and a lot more folk... one or two 100% true, one or two even I have doubts about but who knows but its kept me mentally alive sexually this last few years!
Like all my women, I have never met any of them , and am not likely too as I live at minimum 250 miles hence and being scribe to them is my limit as not for nothing am I known as EDDY...as in E.D! (At 70 I had this erectile disfunction, and it didn’t get better even with the blue pills...) we shall have to see where our journey takes us next!
My wife is nowadays a non-sexual being, that I wouldn’t change for anyone, she being a truly wonderful partner.
That said, Some years ago, on here, I had contact on here with a lady called Dawn, 2016 to be exact, she opened my eyes to their being a different point of view to sex, and its variations, later I found an Australian lady who loved to be used in the same way, (kay) and Another lady the late Carmen in America, who even left her husband to become a pain whore, permanently painfully engaged with servicing the black population.
The last case a lass {Mya} who living on the south coast that needs she says” to atone,” though what for, well that is still between her and her husband... that’s of course if he actually knows what it is, though its him that pays for her to be professionally disciplined!
Each is a slightly different case of course but the common denominator is they all four were infatuated by sexually driven pain, and though it`s not me in actuality, it’s a joy to write about, as I find I loved the idea for some reason, I am it seems. a mental... sadist!
Its also a sexual outlet that is no danger to my marriage vows as my chances of meeting are nill!
The first lady as I said, was Dawn, from the Brighton area, who having made a mistake in revealing her place of work on here. found she sadly had a problem, with a chap on here and who after a short period of chat, then demanding a sexual meetings, (as blackmail) which on being refused, carried out his threat and contacted her employer.
The employer promptly discharged her from her duties, (with a government department) on the grounds she could bring disrepute on the department!
This had the knock-on effect of ultimately losing her and hubby , their home, (not being able to afford the rent anymore) and then ultimately killing her marriage too... at which time we very sadly lost touch.
The second known as Kay, (or sometimes Karen,) who kept her desires from her husband, a big mistake, as he worked away a lot, and she got caught out... her man abandoned her taking their two k**s and moving a long way away across Australia!
Sadly, her only recall was to prostitute her body, in the basest of sexual games, which she enjoyed! She`s now thinking of opening a brothel in Sidney, or so she tells me in the occasional pm she still sends!
The third one was longer lasting, Carmen, who with her husband, an ex-railwayman in the USA, loved sadistic sexual games, his problem was he arranged as a “treat, for her birthday” to have her “seen too” by a big black...
She unfortunately loved it and never looked back, sadly soon leaving hubby to become the blacks paid whore, finding herself happily rented out to anyone black, who would pay to use her...and as hard as they wished. She tried everything a woman could try, whipping , k9sex, gang bangs, being hung, even young c***dren, finally dieing in 2020 from covid after a last orgy, that was attended by a carrier of that virus!
The last and to me most attractive is the Sussex (UK) lady, not a native, but a settler... (Mya) if you’re a friend of mine, as I nowadays only share my 190 stories with my hamster friends, a closed and privileged few, ... my friends are only folk I fully trust (at least I do when they have been with me a month or two!) they have each found it`s hard to join my friends I am very choosey... (go see my rules!)
Anyway she`s a beauty, happily married to a most understanding man, who pays for as I have said professional chastisement for her, allowing her ‘to atone’ for whatever it is from her past.
I have written stories about her, stories featuring her under another name and to me more importantly... stories they both promise me are true and that I have written from notes they have supplied. (They being both her and hubby!)
This last is something I have done for all 4 by the way, and a lot more folk... one or two 100% true, one or two even I have doubts about but who knows but its kept me mentally alive sexually this last few years!
Like all my women, I have never met any of them , and am not likely too as I live at minimum 250 miles hence and being scribe to them is my limit as not for nothing am I known as EDDY...as in E.D! (At 70 I had this erectile disfunction, and it didn’t get better even with the blue pills...) we shall have to see where our journey takes us next!
2 years ago
