Insecure

Sure being a woman I have some insecurities too. I was reading this article about large labias, and it says that most man likes large labias, it made me stand in front of a mirror and bend to check if I can see my labias, unfortunately I cant.
It made me want to have large one which I cant have since woman are supposed to be born with it.

Being thick in asia means being lazy, ugly and un wanted, but I feel happy to meet real people who can accept who I am, but still i want to be thinner so I am on a diet lol. I was once 94kg after a month i'm now 89 hopefully it will continue to go down lol.

thats not the reason im writing this blog though, I went to this model room and all that she talks about are about other models, i would love it if she have good words to say but no, she always have bad words and whats funny is that the viewers agree with her feeding her fantasy.

I learned in my psychology class that when people do say bad things about other people it means they are insecure about something else. I guess that is true basing on my self alone and observation of people around me.

well all i can say is that i am a bit insecure about something thats why I am writing this hahaha...

fuck what a piece of shit to write, i know that but sine i made an effort to type it then i might as well just post it too haha

Published by xandylee

13 years ago

Comments

jokerjack 12 years ago

you're pretty don't let anyone tell ya otherwise!

xandylee Publisher 13 years ago

@polar bear I guess yeah you got a point hahaha but saying that i guess some people realize it

polarbear1983 13 years ago

In the end it's true, generally when people talk about others especially in a bad way, it's because they see something in others that they can't handle about themselves, so they say it about other people to make themselves feel better by externalizing. But the same can be said about people who say good things about people, funny enough, the same thing applies, they see it because they have it within themselves too.....but one thing is the same between both extremes....NOBODY REALIZES IT LOL.

palaiyot 13 years ago

94 kg x 2.2 pounds= 206.8 pounds is that how heavy ae you?

wrenchman 13 years ago

Agreed! Ignore the shit talkers, and listen to YOU! Nobody knows you like YOU! But for what its worth, and I hope it helps... YOU are amazing! Sexy, beautiful, smart and witty! At least in my opinion anyways :)

mercyrain 13 years ago

Love you no matter what society says men want!! Ignore the shit talking cunts too.

xandylee Publisher 13 years ago

aww thanks guys for dropping by and write some lines, thanks kisses to you all :) and yes you are all right... thanks :)

shafter24 13 years ago

i liked it and understood what you were saying, the thing is no matter what it is there is always some one out there that likes it, so if its a body image thing some one will love you for it,least thats what i have found out.

Haha don't worry it was a good read. You know why they are all entertaining her fantasy anyway. I wouldn't stand a minute in a room like that though. I'm no fan of gossip girls :p. Nicely done with the weight loss by the way. It's not an easy task. I hope it makes you feel better.