ever since Obama won his re-election I see a lot of people bashing each other, calling each other idiots and what not for voting for him. With Obama's background it's really that hard to get away with religion and race to be a matter of conflict. Don't get me wrong I am not pro nor anti Obama, I'm not democrat nor republican. I care about politics but I'm not a fanatic of this game. I have my own religion but I'm not really devoted with it and of course I have my own race that I do admit I am a bit touchy when people start to say some racial slur against my race. I am a racist my self but… Read more

I did write some blog post before but it's really hard to write something serious in a site like this hehe.. I mean it still need to be sexy, hot and with full of passion... In other words it better tease the sexual imagination to be worth reading. so I listed few simple words (a challenge to every one even to me) lets make them sensual and sexy... type your phrase in the comment box:) 1) she keep quite - She put her candle shape finger into her heart shape lips and motion me not to make any sound. The movement of her lips was so sexy that i cant help but do what she wants.… Read more

saying you are sorry is a sign of weakness and i know that, i feel like i should have kept it to my self, the way i feel... that was a really bad thing and was a fucked up decision. sigh! so so so bad :(… Read more

I dont know but its 4:46 right now and I find it so hard to sleep been trying to sleep since ten last night and here comes morning and I cant. So i get up and do some shows but i got bored so i just turn ob the blog section of my profile and write some. I started to think of top five things that i do just after i wake up. 1) open my computer (turn it on) - while its turning on i go to the bathroom to brush and then wash my face. 2) the cream regime - after bathroom its time to put on my morning cream, and while putting my morning cream i try ton read my messages and it takes me a l… Read more

I cant see anything on my board while chatting, and i really hate it cause i cant broadcast. TT... i mean how can i do that without inter action with peopl;e in the room?? any help (i sent a message to the support group) no response yet.… Read more

Sure being a woman I have some insecurities too. I was reading this article about large labias, and it says that most man likes large labias, it made me stand in front of a mirror and bend to check if I can see my labias, unfortunately I cant. It made me want to have large one which I cant have since woman are supposed to be born with it. Being thick in asia means being lazy, ugly and un wanted, but I feel happy to meet real people who can accept who I am, but still i want to be thinner so I am on a diet lol. I was once 94kg after a month i'm now 89 hopefully it will continue to go down lo… Read more

I don't know but every single time I am on cam I always tell people that I will never do whats against my will. I do understand that cam girls like me need to cater the needs of the client BUT when it comes to clients or viewers we cater the needs of those tho pay for it. Free loaders should know that they need to just sit there and watch. I ban who I want to ban, reasons of banning are: 1) marketing - those who post their links or other peoples link in the room. 2) Beggars - annoying people who tell me to do this and that (free loaders) 3) Annoying people - those who got warning and st… Read more

Some people asked what kind of guy will I go in bed with, i guess most are asking about this just the moment I tell them I want to chat. So in order for some people to read what kind of guy will I date I list all the things that I am looking for a fuck mate or a date. 1) since of humor - i really like when a guy makes me laugh i guess this is normal and same thing goes with man. 2) Smart - Well this is really something people think its not necessarily, but sometimes when you are with someone its not the whole dinner you will be talking about your self. Sometimes you need to talk about… Read more

With my few years of camming i had come to meet diff kinds of viewers or what we call fans. Lets see who you are in the eyes of a model. 1) Beggars - these are the kind of viewers models try to avoid. They ask you to do this and that and they become rude once they don't get what they want. They want the model to focus their attention to them even if they know they don't deserve it. with this kind of people i am really a bitch to them. 2) Power Tripper - They dont really have the power but they will try to trick you with the friendship game, they want you to be their friends… Read more

7:30 and I'm rushing to work, good thing is that Karl (the gate keeper lol)is nice and was still checking the DTR when I arrive I was late for 43 seconds. I guess sometimes flirtatious wink works so yeah I'm safe for now. The boss arrives at 9 so I still have time to put on my make up, "yeah I know its a bad habit to do make up outside but at least I do it in the rest room lol". On my way to the rest room I meet Steve, well he's been a bed mate before I think once or twice and we were drunk, he's married but according to his lies he is bored, well I don't care about his status that time I w… Read more

I woke up early morning, I can say early because i don't really wake up earlier than 5am in the morning. Well today is my interview so i was nervous I don't really know what to expect. I went there and thank god I'm not late, there are 10 more applicants before me so i got time to sneak in the rest room and do my make up.I don't know who will do the interview but hopefully he/she wont ask a lot of question most of them ask you questions that are already in your resume, for me its stupid but well they are the boss and I got a lot of time to waste question is do they have time to waste? In… Read more