He knew that i was not very muscular and had rounder features then the boys in my class, so he discovered that my testicles hadn't sunk into my scrotum. This made him bring 'the Pill' into my life, after we discussed what i wanted in this life. Before this discussion, he'd already brought in some bias in my perception, by also bringing the suitcase full of lingerie that he had 'found' near a second hand store (i guess that another cross dresser wanted to purge his/her collection) and basically, giving it all to me, but only if I agreed to try the stuff on my body. Then he saw how tiny my cock… Read more

My first sexual encounter happened in a forest near my parents home, in a hut I made together with a friend. He was a year older than me, and already had girlfriends. I thought I could learn from him, and since he lived in the city, he liked playing in the woods with me. In the beginning we made a tree hut, but that was short lived as it was easy to discover among the tiny trees. We built a new one under the ground so we could camouflage it better. After a week of digging the pit was ready, we'd found pallets that we used to reinforce the walls, with farmers plastic to prevent sand coming in.… Read more

I was fifteen when I realized that my body had developed in the right way, since men stared at me. A boy that saw me undress at the gym had waited for me in the bicycle garage, and was very friendly but also persistent. I needed to experience the feeling of a man, of hugging a man, he told me. I’m the only c***d in our home, dad left mom when I was just born so I never met him. Mom told me he was handsome, but unable to attach. She lost contact with him, and I really don’t care. I don't need no rightwing conservative telling me to be a hetero. After I was hugging the boy he wanted more, and… Read more