White Lady, magic dust, you left my heart wounded, you left my nose broken. Endless hours of sleep for you I lost... moments... family... loves... friends... A gram of you can weigh so much on my broken and weak body. White Lady, you chain me like Prometheus to the abyss of madness and take me to the dark and gloomy valleys on a sea of dopamine. Your selfish and false friendship was fleeting, and you left me destroyed and lost. My serotonin levels collapsed, leading me to despair. My soul traveled hand in hand with you, through a gloomy, leafless forest... my lost gaze did not rise from the… Read more
The day of wrath
Like shadows we fall into the great beyond Lost in the veil of time, souls to become darkness in light floating in a whirl of tears, dark wounds of evil betrayal dolo malo sinking rapidly into eternity callous hostility driven to insanity… Read more
Miserere Mei
Like the falling star on the firmamentI view the vast horizon planets drift by in the nebula rand movements paralyze me my reflection seem to be endless embellished thoughts of limitless starlight gather the outer rim of sanity path of destiny proud forest rises towards the sky, in awe I stand silent green path of life amalgamates with my own belief… Read more
Inside
As I look inside my self, I long to find a way I close my eyes; still images are streaming to disclose the core of my self, long to find a way I close my mind but still the thoughts are floating Inside of me I listen to a silent sound behind my memories I am striving to see inside of me to solve my bewilderment and let it flow like energy revealing my personality the path to my thoughts and my soul this maze is leading me Inside of me I am yearning to perceive myself i am embraced with my own intelligence that obstructs me from finding the sanctum… Read more
Fragments of hereafter
Rays of lights streaming in over me, coldness is gripping me and my soul, tears apart images of life will I travel beyond the astral light?Shadows covering me far beyond where no one can be that way far away dead pulses in loneliness silent sleeping. from the inner sanctum of our souls silence tears apart what is to come frozen images set in stone deceit of the realm which we know halls of sorrow, pity and grief mourning alone and beyond belief cold grasp tightens around our necks death rises, fulfills our lust for peace. through the mist striving to keep the mind clear from scars, overwhelmed… Read more
A spark of times of old
Amidst the embers a spark from ancient times where rivers run, ghosts drift veiled in the mist between the ashes... a tale of the night and the cold... a very distant past with powers to persist… Read more
Life
"don't dwell on the past you can't change yesterday but you can make tomorrow and your future better if you work at it "… Read more
Seven
Seven deadly sins seven ways to win seven holy paths to hell seven downward slopes seven bloodied hopes seven are your burning fires seven your desires… Read more
The path of dreams
I had a dream that I was walking with Tamara in an unknown city, I didn't know the people who were there, and neither did Tamara. We went to a restaurant to eat, she told me that I had to eat a lot because I needed it, she told me... my love, you have to eat well because it will do you good and we finished eating and continued walking through the city, we went to a shopping center, we bought clothes and then we returned to my house to sleep together like two soul mates.… Read more
Grandfather
You will pay, pay and pay, Provident sadist you have to see How things are paid for That the will of God someday, For my wounds Will have to do, Just cauterizing work, I do not add anxiety, know it well But more fire to your pot, The one that hell repairs you burning, Because forget that death Officiates in a cloak of amnesia, To all your flaying cruelties. Death, death is the big door, Where all your baseness will be collected, Of suffocating and desolating entity. Better, better simply prepare yourself, Because you are soon to touch its wood, Its iron, of what hell wanted, For austere materi… Read more
The Fallen Angel
Azazel is beside you and he's playing the game demons are inside you and they're making their play watching and they're hiding as they wait for the time for a devil to get ready and take over your mind You and only god would know what could be done you and only god will know I am the only one you and only god would know what could be done could it be it's the end of our world? all the things that we cherish and love nothing left but to face this all on my own cause I am the chosen one beaten fallen angel but I've risen again And the power is inside me, I've decided to pray as I wait for armage… Read more
My Mistake
Into the future of my days i look through all the gates where I've blocked the way due to my mistakes but if a circle cannot break then why don't I feel safe when I see what I eventually will have to face when day turned into night I lost my way all the signs were so bright that I went blind to one detail I would break the silence if In all this they call life i make my way Its a lot to undertake clear the way from my mistake open lines to all that pain In the dream I'm wide awake but in their eyes I seem to fade how can I explain? This fortress made of ice will break some day from the waters… Read more
For you
Make me forget the path to your grave make me sweetly fall asleep forever you will never discover the truth in my eyes I’ll never explore real love Breaking the heart into small peaces I will give you that fear and pain This peace for you This sky for you This pain for you This fear for you Let have a rest from draining silence let me at once fly to the sky i could not become the one you so needed and buried for that in a cold ground… Read more
Navigate the seas of the sun
Distant earthrise long ago lingers at the borders of our minds mysteries spinning in the dark in the frozen emptiness of time we were lost and we never knew who we were or what we left behind living half-lives we were blind to the new frontiers that opened up our eyes to find our minds were spinning souls entwined in a spiral dance the ancient ways have found us again to give us one last living in this place staring into space we find we might share the corners of our lives infinity runs deep eternity that we can keep melting through the frozen wastes of time so we go and we'll not return to… Read more
Deadlands
I failed to impress you, and you feel free to abuse me all has been in vain we're through so please stop pretending years I spent were wasted on you words have been spoken my chains have been broken this street has an end, I have failed never will again my life was invaded by you this image of straws that break against the wind We're through but the world keeps spinning endlessly I have no answers for you weight off my shoulders unleashed no more hiding leaving deadlands release me on your own bitter and old dead and gone carved in stone… Read more
Deadlocked
You have given your final apologies, you have reached your final depths. The deepest holes Taking steps to the side you passed through the world You chose to leave the fear You are trapped in a world of obstacles This time is real This time is for reality This world It is the path of evil The pain that I hide Let's make this happen.. Left with shame Will anyone out there blame me? Someone... Show me that it is very far from seeing What God made of us Tell me what is a dream Was it made to be this way?… Read more
A broken dream
Here I am waiting , sighing here , all that I have lost can it be mine again ? Here I am without hope, with innocent eyes, if I could rebuild everything I lost... stolen by the waves, I am broken against the wind, forgiving in silence and resigned in absentia. A distant dream is somewhere, could it be mine?… Read more
Thy will be done
Behind your realm of hopes see how I hide my sorrows so jaded by my own i can't go on death's always more in love with me I perish in a storm of sadness show me the way out to depths surrounded by emptiness my will fades away under a cold black night wind blows on the graves my spirit leaves my corpse as my breath fades away… Read more
Toward the void
just in the end opening your eyes to see what might have been and what is done now it's too late you're dying Hours of suffering i crawl hrough madness the line of death guides me through this mess you're dying after the agony of life with your regrets nothing could have change your way through this world of despair you surrender to your fate cause nothing is left but regret life wasn't meant to be lived but to be lost… Read more
A baby lying in his crib
Imagine an infant lying in its cradle and the window is open, and into the room comes something, marvelous, mysterious, glittering, shedding light of many colors, movement, sound, a transformative hierophany of integrated perception. The c***d is enthralled, and then the mother comes into the room and says to the c***d, "That's a bird, baby, that's a bird." Instantly the complex wave of the angel, peacock, iridescent, transformative mystery is collapsed into the word. All mystery is gone, the c***d learns this is a bird, this is a bird, and by the time we're five or six years old all the myste… Read more