Actually, though I have titled this update as 3 sleeps to go, that is of course until I enter full restraint/chastity. It's actually 4 sleeps until I finally get the relief/release that I am starting to crave so badly, and which is never far from my thoughts the closer the moment comes!! Whilst on the subject of restraint/chastity, I found myself alone in the office last evening after everyone had gone, so had the chance for some 'quality' time with myself. So I decided to try the chastity device for size.....I have worn it before as you've seen, though not for a while, and certainly not af… Read more

So, the final week has started, and as of Friday (night) last week, it was a full 5 weeks that I have now denied myself relief, whilst gradually building up my levels of arousal, until they're now almost at a constant state of high excitement. Even as I type this post I am hiding a magnificent erection.......even if I do say so myself!!.....under the desk, and find myself almost constantly leaking pre-cum. Since Friday, and the countdown started properly, I find myself constantly thinking first about going in to proper chastity from Friday, so that even if I wanted to I won't be able to giv… Read more

Sorry I had let my updates slip recently, it has been manic at work...........such a pain when work gets in the way of more entertaining pastimes!! Pleased to say that the self denial continues, though the temptation to grant myself relief also increases with every passing hour!! Have lost count how many times that toady I have found myself thinking "this time next week I shall be forcing myself in to chastity"!! Yesterday I decided to take next Friday off as holiday, so that as soon as I can I shall be locking myself in the harness.....the tight ring as well......and move the teasing level… Read more

So, the long Easter Bank Holiday weekend passed us by all too quickly, and despite a whole load of chores to do at home, I still didn't manage to occupy my mind completely and keep it off what's coming.......in only 1.5 wks time or so now too!! In fact I lost count of how many times I thought to myself that this time next week I shall be going out my day with about half a pound of stainless steel strapped between my legs, and I know it can clank and clatter when I move around, so the chance of someone hearing, and wondering, will add yet another dimension!! Most evenings I manage to keep… Read more

So, I find myself back in the garage this morning, buying a newspaper on my way to work, and the woman that I saw the other evening, who's bra captured my attention is working again, and once again I can see the pattern of her bra thru her uniform. The other evening it was some kind of a****l print, this evening it was clearly black with bright pink detail, and needless to say it had the same effect, and my arousal is still making itself known to me as I sit at my desk, no matter how much I try to concentrate on work!! It has also just dawned on me that at this time, two weeks from tomorrow… Read more

Weds 01st April.....So, despite a very busy day at work yesterday (I hate month end!!) I still managed to maintain my 'regime' of keeping myself in as teased a state as possible. Not easy when I was buried under spreadsheets, but normal service was resumed later in the day when I sat back and enjoyed Sienna's charms again.....there's a theme developing here!!.....as well as some of the efforts of my other favourite posters. I think writing these updates must be heightening my awareness of the fun that's coming, since my state of arousal is definitely higher from the perspective of constancy… Read more

So, last evening after work, the regime started in full. I waited for everyone to leave the office so that I could unzip, and I was already hard and oozing pre-cum, I think the latest pro-longed period of abstinence is really starting to hit home now, as I hardly have to think about it and I am in a state of hyper arousal. I read thru Sienna's latest blog again, which in itself is amazing and watched some of my favourite videos all over again. Stroking on my part was almost unnecessary, but I did it slow and easy. i got quickly to the edge twice, the second time almost too close to the edge,… Read more

Those of my friends who have taken the time to get to know me, know that I am married, but not in an open relationship as such. Due to health issues on my wifes part, what was a healthy, if not particularly adventurous sex life, has effectively disappeared. I do have 1 or 2 close lady friends, one in particular, who I have been lucky enough to meet on an all too occasional basis, but for the most part I am left to my own devices these days. As much due to my healthy imagination, as to my friends on Hamster, and my lady friends, I have found that as one door closed, more have opened, and mor… Read more