I'm in a typical mid winter funk. I always end up wallowing in a feeling of being restrained from doing the things I want to. Obviously I need to shake myself out of that.… Read more

The other night my nipples stung, my balls ached and felt like they had been pulled inside out, my prostate seemed swollen and fatigued. I relished it, for the first time the pain from the aftermath of ecstasy was something to cherish.… Read more

This past weekend I was enjoying a set of revolving fantasies. I also spent a fair amount of time experimenting. I haven't had any real fetish experience with a partner so realization that I feel differently about things usually comes slowly. Suffice to say I am sore from my solo bdsm play and yet I am feeling somewhat unsatisfied. Since I have a strong exhibitionist streak solo time doesn't always do it for me. Last night however I fell asleep with aching and stinging and yet I found that enjoyable too. This has made me think seriously about how a long term bdsm relationship would be for me..… Read more

Melodrama aside I am trying to pull my creative endeavors into shape. I want to make adult comedy videos. Really I have very little ideal of how to make this a reality in a practical sense but I don't want things to look polished anyway, so that may work out. I'm very open to suggestions.… Read more

Sad to say I forgot how to add a post and only just figured it out. Maybe sissy bimboization hypnosis really works.… Read more

Silly me, I didn't even realize I could write here. I suppose I have to keep thing curt and to the point but that may be a good thing.… Read more