I don't have any intimacy at all with girls since 2011. And i don't even need it. All i need is masturbation and my favourite wank material isn't porn. I love stealing female friends' pics from their social media. I love jerking over their private stuff while they don't suspect anything at all. Basically, i'm a perv-sexual.… Read more
New way to degrade myself
I found a new way to prove myself what kind of whortless beta i am. Masturbating over pics of girls i like in which their boyfriends appear too. It constantly reminds me the hard truth: all the girls i like and i crave for are engaged with real men who can satisfy them, while i can only jerk off all alone in my misery. I'm not bi at all, so having male faces looking at me while i wank really spoils it. But that is what betas deserve.… Read more
What does it mean to be a beta.
I'm a beta. I'm 37 and i'm almost virgin. I had more or less 15 sexual intercourses with two girls in my lifetime before being dumped. Most of (the few) girls that i approached rejected me. I'm quite cute and wealthy. It's not about appearence or social status. It's genetics. I don't crave for girls anymore. My sexuality is entirely based in masturbation. I don't even look for nudies. I don't deserve pussy or tits, not even in picture. Only clothed girls. I don't look tits and ass a lot. It's Alpha stuff. I prefer feet and armpits. My favourite fap material are pics stolen from my fema… Read more