The next part of my awakening during a one year traineeship in Germany. This was late 1980s. I can remember a lot about it as I enjoyed myself so much but I may have enhanced things slightly to make it more readable. I was feeling special. I had spent the night with Hans and lost my virginity. He appreciated that I had a feminine side and suggested that I met a friend of his called Jorge. Hans promised me I could see him again but he travelled a lot and said he could not give me the attention I deserved. I was a bit sad about this as I felt very safe and secure with him and the sex was great.… Read more

It was a few weeks after I gave my first blow job. I was going to the adult cinema every weekend where I enjoyed the attention of mature men and I learned how to pleasure them with my mouth and hands. I really enjoyed myself. I became used to different cocks and swallowing cum. Love the taste of it now. From time to time I had a good snogging session with a man which was wonderful. I never knew a man kissing and caressing me would feel so good. I had been in the city centre during the day and decided against going to the cinema as it closed at 10. However, I had heard of a bar that was popula… Read more

This is a true story about what happened when I was 20. I wasn’t gay. I had experimented with crossdressing and I knew I was submissive. I had recently split from my girlfriend. We were sexually active but I was more comfortable going down on her while she needed a man that could give her all the attention she deserved. Shortly afterwards, I moved to Germany for a year. One day I went into town to buy an English newspaper for the football reports. As I walked through the red light area curiosity got the better of me and I decided to visit an adult cinema. I had seen soft core in Soho and I kne… Read more