As a young teen just learning about sex a friend and I would go to separate rooms and read men's mags and then jerk off. Every once in a while I would sneak over to his room and watch him, I just love the way his cock looked. But back in the late 50's and 60's doing something with another boy was something most of us were scared to do. About 40 years later I was in a large city doing some shopping and the clerk was this friend. Now we hadn't seen each other in a long time and didn't know what our live was like now. There was a little swish to his walk but other wise he looked just the same. we… Read more

As a crossdressing sissy I don't believe I'm gay, Bi yes but when I'm in my male clothes I don't desire another man. Put a pair of panties on me and I crave cock, I want to suck that toy until it explodes. I have never eaten pussy while wearing lingerie and I would love to try but finding a woman who will let me do that is near impossible. I haven't given up in looking but it seems that another crossdresser would be a better fit. How do others handle this? Will your wife or girl friend let you dress up and have sex? Or are you like me and have to look outside the marriage bed to satisfy… Read more

I'm starting to write things down on how I feel as my sissy self. Comments will be welcomed and friending someone and meeting others is always possible. I've been crossdressing since I was a very young c***d, long before I knew that there was something called sex but knowing some how that I couldn't let anyone else know. I've been married twice and have worn my wives lingerie without them knowing. There has been only 1 other person who knew and that was a co-worker who was gay and we had a affair that went on for 4 to 5 years. It started out as two men but once I mentioned that I love wear… Read more