Growing up was tough for me you raised me to be a man. I knew you were proud of me when I joined the Army, went to airborne school, went to war, came home graduated from college and have a good career and life. But you were always so homophobic and hateful. Don't be a fag, why you always talking to those black guy...etc. You never stopped, even when I move back home after the military to go to school. There is something you need to know... Not only am I gay, but I am the submissive, I dress up like a girl...yes I suck dick, I get fucked. I know you're upset but there is more. 38 is a numbe… Read more

Some people out there (like my family) will never understand why I do what I do. It is not some fetish but a lifestyle. I try explain what I feel when my sissy submissive side comes out. When I am dressed up I am no longer me, my body is no longer mine... I am there to pleasure him in anyway he desires. I belong to him. With that...there is nothing that has ever made me feel totally dominated than being with black men. I am a whole different person. My first-time was just a supposed to be a curious blow job just to say I sucked a black dick...but when he laid me on my back and I felt that uni… Read more