Continue… After that message I haven’t heard from him for a couple of weeks. Day after day I thought he might have changed his mind. I did not dare to write him, also they finished working in the park so I did not see him during my running. One day, in the early morning I got his message: “Today in the afternoon I am going to fuck your ass, let me know the exact time”. My heart started to pump so fast, I could not believe it was going to happen. I wrote:” at 5.30 pm”. He sent me the address and the name to ring at the front door. I kept telling to myself that I was crazy and how could I put m… Read more

Continue..... After that sms, I did not hear from him for about a week. In these days I went running and saw him working, but he never looked at me, never said hi, nothing. My head was spinning, I did not understand what he had in mind. I believe he was blocked by his cultural heritage about feeling gay, or maybe he was afraid of being judged by his friends and colleagues if something came out. I also thought that maybe he was not really interested and it was making fun of me. I was very confused and the fact that he was ignoring me was driving me crazy. Another small but crucial detail:”the w… Read more

I have been asked many times how everything started. After many years I am still amazed on how everything started. I always thought it must have been my fate. I mean, I do not know if to call it luck or just things were supposed to go that way. But the more I look back the more I think something extraordinary happened in one precise day of my life that started all. A connection of many small and insignificant things combined to give rise to an explosive mix that I call the origin. Then, little by little everything changed in my life in a way I never imagined. I was a young and naïve first-year… Read more